Last night I had my first RCIA class. Consequently, I'm going to stop doing "Tackle It Tuesday", and instead give a follow up on my thoughts of each class.
I thought it started at 7pm, and made sure to be there at 6:45. Turns out, it started at 7:30, so I was the first one there. It seemed like it was going to be a small turnout, which I was looking forward to. I enjoy small, intimate discussions, and feel more comfortable with less people in a group. However, at 7:25pm, everyone came pouring in - there must have been 100 people there in there room - maybe even more!
We opened with a prayer, and I immediately felt that familiar shiver - its something I've always gotten in church growing up. Certain prayers and hymns are able to get to me every time, and I have a physical reaction. I instantly felt like going to this class was absolutely the right decision. I've missed church. I miss the fellowship and the prayer. I've missed Sunday services and youth group and volunteer activities. And everyone at church seemed so kind.
I was surprised to see the Father - he was very young. I just expected someone much older. He was very kind though.
This class was just spent learning about our materials - "Catechism of the Catholic Church" and "Catholicism for Dummies". We also received a binder with a schedule and course outline. We also listened to several recent RCIA "graduates" give their testimony.
After the first three, I was a little turned off by their words. Everyone kept saying how amazed they were to learn that Catholicism was the first religion. They had no idea that Catholicism followed the bible and know it to be error-free. They would quote a bible passage and say how shocked they were to learn its true meaning.
And then I realized how badly I needed to be there, because I instantly started judging - all I could think was, "Did this person live under a rock? Have they never taken a history class?" I thought even people that weren't raised Christian understood the Catholic church's role in establishing Christianity. It was baffling to me that an adult, let alone three adults in one room, had never grasped these concepts.
Being raised Episcopalian, I believe that I must be baptized, take my first communion and be confirmed in order to be a member of the Church. I believe that Jesus Christ is the son of God, and I believe in the Holy Trinity. I believe in transubstantiation (probably the most important concept) and I have memorized the Lord's Prayer, the Nicene Creed, and many other prayers.
But, I was not raised to follow the word of the Pope, or to believe that he is infallible, and so this will be the biggest point for me to learn more about. I also do not know very much about saints or angels, and I do look forward to learning more about that part.
We ended the class going around the room - yes, all 100+ of us - stating our background, and why we were there. I was again surprised at how many people were over 60. Many had been married for 30+ years, and finally agreed to join their spouse at church. How wonderful! It really warmed my heart to see them wanting to worship together.
I went home, and asked Tyler to please come with me to future classes. He thinks he paid his due by 16 years of CCD, First Communion and Confirmation, and says he will join me occasionally on Sundays. If he won't come to classes, I think joining me on Sundays is the least he can do, and I'll make it clear that I expect him there every week ;)